i don’t get why you’re friends with her. obviously i can’t do anything to change that but i think if i had more time to think about this relationship i would have put more thought into it. you’re a flirt….everyone knows it. and….i don’t like putting up with jealousy and up and down emotions ALL THE TIME. i love you soooo much but sometimes i just wonder if its all worth it. i mean, you’re friends with people that i absolutely hate. this girl is a bitch, and she isn’t trustworthy, and she’s fake. those are three things that would ring a bell in my head that said “hey i think this isn’t a friendship i want to be in”. but idk i guess everyones different….? I’ve thought about this a lot going off to the same college as you…n all i can think about is us growing apart and finding new people. i don’t want to think about it, but i think about it so often. crying everyday bc of this…and its just not right. i don’t feel right. i want to, but i don’t. just seeing you flirt with her everyday and pay more attention to her just makes me fucking sick. I’ve told you several times that i don’t like her but yet you still continue to flirt with her all the time. you know, a quote i really like is “a guy shouldn’t be making his girl jealous, he should be making other guys jealous of his girl.” that is all.
i don’t get it.
- You piss me off so easily
- You’re a douche bag
- You’re an arrogant asshole
- You’re a big fat meanie
- I don’t even mean any of this shit
- And dammit, I love you.
When you’re mean and moody and he’s patient and understanding even though he’s stressed from finals… <3